Hi Ryan and welcome and congratulations on 7 days sober.
God can help you....he can do what you cannot do yourself. If AA is in the plan, then make a plan today to go to a meeting. The sooner you get there, the sooner you will get the help that you need.
You're young and you have a wonderful, sober life ahead of you....it's difficult to see right now but you have made the first step towards it. Keep in touch.