Hi Everybody,
It's so good to see so much support and the positive vibe on this thread.
I'm glad you're all here and doing well!
Wendellgee, I also would stop for days or weeks at a time, but then start drinking again. It took awhile to figure it out, but I was sabotaging myself. I was more afraid of succeeding and what that would mean in my life, than I was of failing. Failing was comfortable. So...I had to convince myself that I deserved a good life.