Originally Posted by trucker

Hello sir and welcome to sr.
do you think you are an alcoholic..?

I think there are some links on s.r to help you look hard at your drinking.
there may be some members at AA that can help you with that.
and you wouldnt need a sponsor for that.

AA sponsors are there for one job and one job only imo.
and that is to guide you through the 12 steps using their own experience and the big book.
the 12 steps is a suggested programme of action laid out simply in the book "alcoholics anonymous."..

if i can be of any help please feel free to pm me........and/or take a trip over to twelve step support.

As has been said there is also other recovery methods and programmes
which other on sr have found very useful.
you may want to look into that also.