Feeling more empowered this evening
I already typed this once, but lost it so here I go again...
I spoke on one of my best friends who is a lawyer today. She said that she would get me a protective order at any time all I had to do was call. She also offered me her services for anything else I might need. Thank goodness for great friends. Also, AH's bizarre behavior today really took me by surprise. When he does something, or I read something that is so "text book" it amazes me that it so predictable of behavior. So that said he really really scared me for the first time today, the "wild" look in his eye as he was yelling and grabbing me I had not seen before. Kind of reconfirms my decisions. So, I actually have been able to find my inner peacefulness this evening and enjoy my children! I will be calling that hotline tomorrow....but my kids had a snow day today, and are all over me so can't get away! Thank you all for your kind words and support....I really appreciate it. One step at a time to better days ahead!