Sorry... the point to my venting is the fact I internalize all of these negative encounters. I can’t stand it. I don’t understand all these passive aggressive posturing that surrounds me… I loose TONS of sleep over it. I wish I could shrug it off and be honest with my self. Those people are simple insecure and just trying to make themselves feel better from what they seem to think they are lacking. It has nothing to do about me… I’m just there.
But I can’t seem to shrug it off… which is a problem emotionally that I need to get over.