Welcome Humblestudent - sorry I missed this when you first posted.
You mentioned it was freeing to be able to speak your mind here, & that was so important for me. SR is the reason I was able to get well after decades of binging. I was stuck on thinking it was only a matter of willpower. I tried so many ways to make my drinking ok, and every time I failed. When I began to read here I was still drinking, but I soaked up all the advice & information I could find. I finally gained the strength & determination I needed to pour that last beer down the drain. I've come here daily since those early, terrifying days - I hope you'll continue to find reassurance & inspiration here.
Your positive and upbeat attitude will be so helpful in your recovery. I was quite bitter & resentful in the beginning & it kept me from progressing for awhile. At almost 2 yrs. sober I'm still learning new things about myself & life in general. I kept myself blind and numb for so long. It's great to be alive.
Congratulations on your wise decision to join us, we're happy you're here.