Yes, Creek...I hear that...
For all my really great insightful moments, I know that I too will flirt with the concept of being "able" to drink. It's already gone through my mind! Like, maybe this summer, maybe next year, etc. What a slippery slope it is....and my god, what a strong siren song. I mean, to actually think, maybe in a YEAR from this moment, I could drink like a normal person? I intellectually know I can't. But dealing with that inevitable pull, the self-deception that is sure to come, that will be tough. I can't even think about it too much at this point, because it freaks me out!