Beligerent ~
Don't know what your beliefs are/aren't but I saw something a while back that I've been using alot lately...
"When you're down to nothing, God is up to something."
I have personally experienced that there is a lesson to be learned in *everything* that happens - as insane as it sounds, try to trust that this was meant for your greater good.
My hope and wish is that you grow from this and trust that something awesome that you could never, ever have imagined or planned yourself will come out of this.
Peace,
Humble