I can relate so much. Especially the wine rack. I was smart enough to keep it stocked.
Mmmmmh? Never more than one? Glass or bottle? I used to say the same, trying to convince myself it sounded so much better. As for being forced to stop, nobody is forcing you, you are free to carry on drinking; but your liver didn't get bad because it just did. It was your good friend alcohol that did it. If a good friend keeps lying to you and letting you down, do you still maintain the friendship? When you are ready, I hope it will all become clear to you. Welcome. Please keep reading and posting. We are all here to offer support.