I do have a question maybe a few people could give me input on. I come from one of those families where you play a good front and keep your problems hidden. Here, in the forums, surrounded by all of you who have been or are where I am at it's easier to talk about. But I realize I need support locally and I am unsure as to how to talk about it to my friends and my mother. They know I have a problem but I am committed and I want them with me for this.