hi hendricks - and welcome!
I know lake havasu... why not make some calls and find yourself a meeting?
It was said on another thread, but -
when we DO get that 'wake up call'
it is NOT time to hide away and cry
it's time to jump ON it... and DO something.
I hope you'll look in the front of the phone book and give AA a call.
if you decide to go with another program later, that's fine -
but for the money - AA can't be beat!
(it's free... that was a joke)
I found friends, companionship, growth and healing at AA
and using SR as an accompaniment to that
I've been able to stay sober for well over three years now.
I hope you'll keep posting and keep us informed how you are.
Again - welcome!