WoW, humble.....I read your post as if I wrote it!!
I KNOW exactly what you are feeling and going
through, I have lived the shame, guilt and despair
for many, many years!!
You are NOT alone in your struggles and now your
journey in Sobriety!! I know *I* can not do it alone!!
I made the decision 3 days ago to stop the InSaNiTy!!
I have been hanging out on SR, reading, posting, reading,
posting and feeling stronger then ever!! I am reading my
AA big book, 24 hours, 12/12 and getting back to all the resources
that helped me get 6 mths sober before......adding SR as a new
resource!!
Today I choose NOT to drink!! We CAN do it....together!!!