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Old 01-03-2010, 05:23 PM
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shaun00
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sometimes i wonder how i ever did it.
drink....detox......drink....detox.....drink....de tox.
looking back.... i realize the debacle and tragic lengths i went to...to try to prove to myself i could drink like a man.......i will control it......it wont control me.

and where would i be if i hadnt smashed that illusion.. over and over into little bits?......maybe still drinking........maybe dead....who knows.
i do know that without vital imformation given to me about alcoholism....i would have gone out again.......i had too..........it was my only solution.

4 f sake vc..........get this done.

and see the wood from the bs.......if your alcoholic then imo and experience your gonna have to do more than hide away the booze...and hope the fear will keep you sober......because it wont...not imo.
engage yourself into a programme of recovery.......theres plenty.
and plenty on here to support and advise you with some direction..

i can do the hugs and kisses if you like....but imo that wont do jack for your condition.......

god be with you my friend.........take it easy............shaun.
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