Get on with the steps with your sponsor, if you can get past the first three...if you are really willing to do anything to get and stay sober these should be fairly straight forward IMO then onto the rest...i am staying at a friends house cat sitting by myself, she has a bottle of wine and a non-alcoholic beer (which indidentally she said i could haven the na beer that is...why the hell would i drink non alcoholic beer but thats another topic;-)) in the fridge...i haven't been through them today...didn't go through them in the last 10 days either...pretty sure if i work the program the same as today i'll be ok tomorrow too:-)