trish!
i have tears of joy reading this!
all the best of wishes to you!
you, of all the people on this board i have met,
your struggles, stubborness, self-will, and pain in the ass-isms have meant the most to me...
and thats no reflection on any one elses...
you know the real whys of it trish!
i also admire you for never giving up the hope, that you will suceed in this battle!
i love you lady!
pat