I just wish I could meet some more sober people to have those healthy moments. Tonight, I am going out without my boyfriend. I will be able to leave the party when I want to. Perhaps, I will meet some new sober friends, or at least some who don't get sloppy.
New Chapter... you're absolutely right. I have to leave a certain comfort zone to fight for a life without drama and nonsense. I guess that's the courage part in the serenity prayer.
I just made a list of friends who don't drink to excess and it's larger than I previously thought. I guess I should try to contact these friends and to take care of those relationships first.