This is my first NYE sober in at least 15 years! Usually, I was too blasted by this hour to even see the ball drop or bring in the new year. It was really no different than any other day in that regard though. I recall so many New Years Days just pleading with myself to make "this year different", but without wanting to actually work on/at my recovery. I felt so much guilt in driving to a 24/7 convenience store on New Years in order to "stock up" for the day. I will not miss that!
As I sit now, Christmas Eve was more of a temptation than this has been. Looking forward to a crisp morning and a nice day tomorrow watching football!