Think of myself as weird, never read / heard another situation as this.
Drink 3-4 a week, Not a bar type of person. If friends invite me to a bar, Have only water then drink at home. Have a great social life with out booze.
When I first came to SR a few short months ago I didn't know that people drink home alone. This site has been an eye opener. Keep reading and posting I think it will help you lots.