So maybe I haven't accepted my acceptance then! ha
Thanks for your response, Taz. I have a lot more work to do than I thought...I guess I just didn't wanna work that hard..thought that I was one of the lucky ones that just had to put it down and that was it. I'm paying the price for that mentality.
"...an alcoholic of the hopeless variety" (sorry, I don't know how to quote)...that's what I can't seem to believe yet, which leads me to believe I haven't accepted squat.