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Old 12-29-2009, 01:46 PM
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Originally Posted by Dari View Post
The little voice inside keeps trying to tell me I'll not be living, never experience fun or pleasure without booze, won't be able to function in society or have a full life. Listening to this voice, I drag it out into the light and examine it, rather than trying to ignore it. And I realize now, if I really do NEED a substance to feel fun, fulfilled, social and happy, then I don't have control over that substance. That substance has control over ME. And I don't want anything controlling me but me.
You got a good head on your shoulders. That voice can sound VERY convincing at the wrong times. Bit by bit that voice gets quieter... and the truth of the matter is that alcohol robs you of full life and ruins social times.

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