Thread: Mourning
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Old 12-28-2009, 02:56 PM
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NEOMARXIST
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I ain't going back!!!!!!!

One day at a time keeping sober and keeping up the good fight!!!!! Woot!!!!!! LOL.

hoping I'm coming out of this 'funk' now, been a 5 day funk, ain't really done a whole lot in the 5 days but my mind feels like it has been a battleground!!! haha,

Do 'normies' think this much? I think that I think way too much and one of the reasons I used to use booze was to stop me thinking!!! LOL.

Also I know now that I used booze to ease the anxiety that I have about my self-image. This is something that I know I really need to work on as part of my recovery. If I can get feeling more confident about my appearance/body then I will be sorted!! I look at people at times and just wonder why I can't snap myself out of it but I know that I used booze as an escape from these uncomfortable thoughts and feelings.

I think I am getting somewhere!!! As long as I stay sober I know things will all turn out...

Peace xxx
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