I like to give too. But I am not a give give giver. I give when and what I can if needed.
But I do feel very uncomfortable receiving gifts. Especially when I dont have money to buy anyone anything in return. I lost my job last month and I cant even buy my gram a Christmas card. I know my gram and my aunt and whoever pulled my name for secret santa are going to be giving me a gift. And I dont even feel comfortable with that.
I like to at least give my gram something. At least a card. I cant even do that. I feel like such a loser.