Hi Lagirl,
I'm so glad you found us and that you posted your story.
You said maybe you have more problems than just your drinking, and for me and for many, that's the crux of the problem. Drinking is a symptom. Drinking hides the problems. When I stopped drinking, I knew that I had to rebuild myself from the inside out. And, I had to begin with reconnecting with my spiritual self. For me, that didn't mean religious, but connecting with my inner voice, my soul, and finding a purpose for my life.
And, its never too later, never!