Hello nathancol and welcome to SR.
There are plenty of people here who have experience with what you are going through. Although it's perfectly fine for you to post in this forum, please check out this section of SR where you will find more folks who share common issues related to substance abuse.
I'm glad you are reaching out for help.
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