Thank you so much for all of your comments. Especially the people who were concerned about helping me and weren't concerned about the first couple of posts...to answer ur question skroomadoom...yes, I do want to get off of opiates all together. I'm a completely different person..I go to group all the time, I have hobbies now, and I just feel that I don't live like an addict anymore, so it's time I stop relying on substances to get by. And I'll be okay managing my own medicine..even though I go to the clinic, because I've done all that I'm supposed to(attending all groups and no dirty drug screens) I get take-homes, so I don't go very often. It def. will not be a problem for me to manage the suboxone..I just hope that I don't feel like crap very long after switching lol..i'll be ok though. I'm ready for this, I have been for a LONGG time.