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Old 12-17-2009, 05:46 AM
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BigTex3
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well, in what will go down as one of the most pathetic day 1 attempts at sobriety, I drank last night.

I was doing good all day, then got an irritating email from my idiot x-wife, followed by some bad business news. I sat at my computer and let me my mind say "Ya know, today just isn't the day to start."

From there, it was over.

Picked up kiddo, hit gas station, and followed my ridiculous routine.

Today, I feel like crap, I feel like a disappointment to my wife and my kids, and generally just feel like a complete failure.

Not much else to add really. I plan to talk with my wife about it after work, CAUSE I'M NOT DRINKING TONIGHT. I want to continue to include her in my walk.

feel free to beat me over the head. UGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.
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