Yea, I have been down myself for a few weeks.
But it helps to just get things out alot of times for me.
You have already said all that I could say to you.
So that shows you are aware and still fighting.
We know you can make it. I know you you know it too.
But venting can be so cleansing, I know it is for me.
Hang in there.
(((((Big Huge Hugs)))) for my hometown homie!!