Originally Posted by KeepPedaling

I haven't read the book, but if you think it will help I will. I'll see if they have an audio book version tonight for my iPhone. I feel like if I showered him with love he would be happy and stop. I'm so upset right now. I've been crying and crying. I didn't get enough sleep last night, so I'm sure that's not helping. It's so sad. When he's sober, he really is the sweetest guy. We had 5 months together sober. I don't understand why he's doing this. It's awful watching him ruin himself. I miss him. I don't who he is now.