i dont like living like this, but i'm probably too immature and weak to do anything about it...
and there's another reason i want to talk to my father about this... he is here in toronto sometimes, usually a couple of times a month for a few days at a time, and he has people around when he's here.. and he keeps liquor in the house for that.. and i dont mean a bottle stashed under the sink or anything, he has a full bar with hundreds of dollars, if not more, worth of alcohol... he doesnt care what i take from it, he's told me and my brother to take what we want and have friends over or whatever, and just let him know if anything runs out and he'll replace it... i dunno if i can handle having that thing here... and even if he would get rid of it, like i said i'm immature, im not sure if i'm ready to have all of my free alcohol disappear