Thank you all for the supporting words, and sharing your experiences. I saw a therapist this past Saturday who specializes in addiction, and am going to my first AA meeting in about 2 hours. He said "From recovery, all good things will follow".. So I am focusing on me and not the troubled relationship that my husband and I are currently in. I also forgot to mention, I was laid off in February after 22 years, and I've been the breadwinner, so a little more stress there as the severance is about to run out. Being sober will increase my confidence I think, so I can get out there and get myself a job!
Thank you!
FinallyAdmitted