I haven't seen a doctor yet, I'm not sure exactly how to admit my addiction to him yet... I started taking my anti-anxiety medication (an SSRI) again, and I think that is helping. I think I will feel better today, I am right now so far. I sent my NA friend a message also. Hopefully today I will get rehab all set up, so I can at least rest about that. It stresses me out with everything up in the air. Thanks