Originally Posted by
51anna 
Sara,
I think you should follow your instincts and do what feels right for you.
And, there is always lots of support here at SR.
my instincts tell me to get completely wasted
why wont anyone just give me a clear answer instead of telling me about support groups and telephone hotlines and all of these stupid things that i know wont work for me.. that is NOT what i asked about... im really not trying to be rude here, im just so frustrated, its like nothing can help me...