Originally Posted by
KeepPedaling 
I'm going through the same thing. Whenever you think about how much you miss him, maybe just try to remember the reasons why you asked him to leave. Make a list of reasons on an index card. Keep it in your pocket. Read it when you feel like calling him. Hang in there!
Excellent advice KP. Remember why you left, cause it always slips your mind.
mentallyexh, is guilt any way to keep a relationship going, it seems the way to relapse, resentment from both sides. Just my experience.