I'm paying for my mistake now with the awful withdrawal anxiety. I asked my shrink if he could help me get thru the first two days but he hasn't replied yet. It's my own damn fault. I deserve to feel this badly. I must be pretty stupid to have drank, knowing what would happen to me.
If anyone out there is thinking about drinking, don't do it. It's not worth it and going thru withdrawal is hell on earth. I should know, I've done it enough.