S - How could we dislike you or hate you for using the coping skill that most of have turned to for the majority of our lives? It would be very hypocritical of me to pass judgment on you. I'm right in Dee's corner on this and want you to get help and to follow through with it because I want you well. I want that part of S that gives and gives so freely here to come back. You have helped so many people and yes, I believe you should have a "Its a Wonderful Life" moment played on you. You have effected people and that's big. It means you have made a difference. I also believe that your depression is very real and it can only be treated medically. I am praying for you sister. Much love - Sarah