I really havent been thinking about the sober house today. I dont know if I am trying to block it out of my mind or what. But a few minutes ago I thought I need to get to bed because I have to get up early tomorrow and then it hit me. I felt so sick to my stomach. I got all scared and nervous.
I really havent put alot of thought into this whole process. My mind can only go as far as just getting in the door. Which is good.
My whole life could change tomorrow.
I could be doing something long over due and something I have never done on so many levels.
Like getting long term treatment and moving out for the first time. Thats alot to take in.
I know its good my mind isnt thinking too far ahead.
I guess its right where it should be. But I am so scared. I am trembling thinking about it.
Phew....I gotta try and get some sleep.
Wow...Tomorrow could be a huge life changing event. Thats intense.