Hi sober someone
I don't think anyones particularly in their right mind when they make the choice to do something they know is harmful to them.
Support helps me a lot - do see your yr Dr, do keep posting here, and maybe think about other face to face support avenues as well?
This is a pretty good list of support groups to be starting off with.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...i-recover.html
You can also read/post in the substance abuse forums - we have other people with similar problems to yours there
...and I see you've found that already LOL. Good stuff.
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