Smiling. Yes. We cry because we made it 'home'...I sincerely hope and pray that you like it. AA and NA have been a saving grace in my life. I have to go to face to face meeings. I call AA my primary fellowship and its where you find me over the last few years. I love being loved in the rooms. We have a beginners meeting in our area. It focuses on people in the first few months of soberiety. I hope you find a similar format near you.