I know from bitter expereience that depression can cause a lack of libido. Is this a new thing with you? Coming off your anti depressants may be allowing a bit of your depression to show through as loss of libido. Maybe you should talk to your doctor, maybe a reduction in dosage before coming off them completely would be better?
TC, you sound so blue. Read through some of your previous posts - you were sounding strong and thoughtful (I loved your Tao post!). What has happened recently to change that? Is it the time of year?
Be gentle with yourself. Try and get a good night's sleep (sometimes easier said than done, I know). :ghug3