((hurt))
i hate so much you are going thru this - it is painful to see our children make this horrible heartbreaking choices.
I too have watch my daughter go thru several rehabs, several sentences in jail, losing custody of her children, etc. It seemed like she would never hit her bottom - If missing spending Christmas with your children and your family didn't do it what would?????
She continued on her downward spiral for several more yrs.
I am grateful for Al-Anon, SR, my recovery family and the God of my understanding that helped me take care of me during that time and helped me learn what was best to do and NOT to do during her active years.
Please do see if you can find a meeting - I know it's hard to break the thoughts of keeping things private - but I do believe the meetings help.
HUGS,
Rita