It could be even scarier than that... If she finds out about the drugs she may not want your daughter to be with you. And if she takes you back to court you won't have a leg to stand on.
If you keep using, it will eventually hit the fan. Think about what a loser you'll feel like if you lose your right to be a parent to your daughter!
It's time to drop the pills, man, before it gets any worse.
-Goat