Rockets, you'll be ok. Worry about getting good and healthy first where your sobriety is concerned. I know MANY of us that have gained weight in the beginning and once we get stronger we are able to take on other goals such as getting rid of some extra weight, getting in shape, etc. It's one step at a time, baby steps. In the meantime just watch what you eat.
I went through the same thing. I didn't go completely nuts, but I really had to keep the focus on my sobriety. I have just finally lost the weight and started get exercise and it's been two years for me. I DID NOT rush myself. I knew in time I would get there.
Good luck and hang in there!!
