HuskyP - My heart goes out to you. My annoyances were shrinking as I read your post. I wish I could say something that would help, but I got nuthin. Just know that I care about what happens to you, and please do not even think about putting out your eye. Money comes and goes -- its only money. Your eye -- probably not ever. Staying sober will help you make rational choices. Losing an eye for cash is NOT rational. Please post again soon. Please read about others troubles -- it may make yours seem more manageable and you might even be able to provide some insight to someone. :ghug3