Last year at this time I told myself I wasn't an alcoholic and tested the waters after 2 weeks sober. I had 2 drink the first night, none the next, by the third night I had almost 3 bottles of wine and can't remember that night. Next morning I woke up and drank straight out of the wine bottle to "feel better" while hiding from my Husband. That was my bottom and my last drink. I will have a year sober next week and am thankful for that.
1 drink, one SIP for me is too many. Moderation doesn't work...