Cool, thanks. Ya I'm looking forward to opening up a little. Any time I want to talk about my "problems" my head tells me to shut up because I don't have a problem.
I always tell myself, "Are you so desparate and alone and pathetic that you don't have anything better to do that start conversations with people with real problems, trying to convince someone else that you have a problem too?" It's like, my mind feels embarassed about the problem, so I tell myself that I'm making up a problem for attention or something.
It drives me ******* nuts.. like I'm crazy or something.
But I'm finally telling my mind to shut up...