I really have to say that reading the book has shed alot of light. It really has explained alot. It isnt like I thought it was. I really had formed my own idea of how it was. But reading just that little bit opened my eyes to alot I didnt relize.
I used a few of them to help other patients wanting to know about recovery. LOL imagine that. LOL
I am going to call the hotline again tomorrow and see if I can find a ride while I wait to go to sober living. I didnt know you could go right into sober lviing. I always thought you ahd to go to treatment first. And as long as I get public assistance I should be in.
I am so scared and nervous but so relieved at the same time. I ahve completely surrendered and it feels weird, but I feel relief at the same time.