I'm still trying....
I am still around and still fighting the demons. It seems to be Ok for about 2 or 3 days and then I let the wife's drunken state become a reason to answer the call.
I know that is the wrong thing to do but hopefully I can string some of these 2 & 3 day dry spells into a longer run.
After walking the wife through rehab a couple of times I feel I know the things I need to be doing myself to stay sober and will keep trying.
wish me luck!