Hi dojoro,
I'm like you, there is no way I would even try to resist a drink in that setting, so I know I'm defenseless against the first drink, at least at this stage of my life. I can't go there, for my will to drink will override my reslove not to drink every time. It's hard, yes, you're right about that, and I applaud you for getting on track so quickly after this incident. Good to see you back.