Astro

Don't stop trying Trish, no matter what. Maybe this has been asked already, but is there a Salvation Army in your area you can try for help? What about churches? I initially found help in Celebrate Recovery, a Christian program.

It might be too soon to think about doing service work, but if you don't have anything else to do and the idle time is causing you to contemplate using again, how about doing some volunteer work, especially with the holidays coming up? Anything to take the focus off you and to get yourself out of your own head might help a little.