I need IP for the same reaosn as before.
I know how I am and how I get. I knwo it is up to me to be responsible and do what I have to do. But right now I think I need structure. Dicipline. And I ant do that on my own at the moment.
What is there left to salvage? I lost it all in one night.
I keep trying to do it without IP and try to commit to IOP or even thinking about meetings. But I never follow through. I get too caught up in trying to slavage my life. Thats what gets me back to where I always end up.
I need to be somehwhere where I cant make the calls. I need to be told what to do and how to do it.
If it doesnt happen then I will go the other routes. IOP again and meetings anything I can do.